how to not kill yourself?

say reincarnation existed and you just came back into this life. what do you want to change or happen in your next life? and why isn’t it something you can’t do with the life you have now? if you really feel like you’ve hit rock bottom, the only way it can go is up. if you can do something on your bucket list, why not just do it now and spend all your money on it? if your plan is really to kill yourself, try to experience as much as you can as debt shouldn’t matter. the things you do on your bucket list might actually help show there is still something in life that can bring you enjoyment, that’s why it’s in your bucket list right? they’re things you want to do. life has been forced onto us, but why not try to make something out of it? whether or not reincarnation is actually real, just say it is, though you wouldn’t be aware of as you’re basically wiped and restarted, you’d come right back into the same place unless you choose to finally do something. it’ll be a never ending cycle. another restart doesn’t fix it.